IM GONNA GET A NEW LAPTOP!!!! 😭😭😭😭
Like ohmygosh. And I thought 16 gb of ram was HUGE. I was sooo missing out 💀
so like my mom got a new boyfriend and he's so sweet and uhNmmmm he's my dad now :) and like uHhHhh despite the money issue thing (real), mom and dad are working so hard to fix the financial issues, and even if they didnt have to, they're planning to gift me a new laptop. Because lo and behold, my laptop CANNOT run more than half of the new steam games nowadays (I use anti drm ifykyk wink wink) and will literally stagger if you use a third party equalizer OR a vst on fl studio.
And yeah, even my computer's gonna say bye bye. After five years of service 🫡
I'm gonna miss them both... like those gadgets have been with me throughout the best and worst years of my life. I had friends and lost them during those times and I'm gonna cherish all those memories forever. But with the stuff going on in my life and my laptop struggling. I mean I never really got it new, I got it for cheap and secondhand so I was kinda NOT setting myself up for the best,, AND DONT GET ME STARTED ON THE WIFI!!!

With my stories, they're still in progress (I'm not abandoning the fanfics, but I'm just semi-prioritizing my paid works in hopes of getting profits from my own hobbies, and yes, I'm still continuing to study how to write in my own pace. Like really wanting my fanfics to be perfect by making my other writing works look good. Idk why. All that dedication for brainrot ig.) Heck I had hoarded a bit of online video lectures about book writing and publishing so I can get myself started. And yeah even a couple of books for research cuz yall know how difficult it is to trust websites these days oof-
like srsly man life's crazy, im still in shock that i might get a job in a few years IM SO NERVOUS!! LIKE IM SO PREPARING MENTALLY AND EMOTIONALLY for real life?? like even practicing on roblox how to do customer service and all that, and like studying random crap about life and behaviors that I hopefully will carry with someday.
And mashups OOOOO I love mashups. I am STILL working on them, and I'd be so happy to find a place to upload them for either clout or privacy hehehe

I'm also watching tons of dramas. Not the regular kind, but the bite-sized vertical ones and I've no regrets. My mom got me into it and I've been hooked ever since, and I love supporting and rooting for lesser known actors. And they're pretty good :DD

And yeah, at times I'm still looking and scrounging the internet for decent apps and games to use on my android tablet. Cuz fricking heck I take all the good freeware apps on pc for granted. Android doesnt even have a decent libreoffice alternative with like, unli fonts or something! UGHHHHH 😝
Sooooooo yeahhh thats it for my real life vibe check for now bye