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jjangwonrei_sha758 ([personal profile] jjangwonrei_sha758) wrote2025-04-23 11:37 pm

Behind the fanfic 1: WHY R THEY SIBLINGS

**My first entry here! uwu**

So this is just something everyone notices on first glance - my obsession with that one metal band and that one girl group - those hyperfixations and projections on my personified, idealized perfect versions of those said music groups. But why exactly did I hyperfixate on Wonyoung and that one guy with those obnoxious aviator sunglasses?

Well, to be fair, it took me years to realize I was self-projecting. Projecting the persona I wish to be, want to be, through my head, making up a little universe of gen alpha brainrot and musicians and making them biologically related, even if it seems practically impossible. Heck, they were born on different decades, are from different generations, yet for me it's like they're only a few years apart. My mind just LOVES generating brainrot for me on autopilot, and I can't help it LOL

Since childhood, I've always had imaginary friends. Some grew up with me while some got retconned, and now came in new ones - Wonyoung and her 'brother'. Wonyoung is the cutesy, always pouting, the moody young lady who's always right by her brother's side, the rowdy, harsh but sweet rockstar. Wonyoung somehow represents my sensitive, innocent side I still cherish to this day, whereas her brother is the side who's seen the horrors of the world and is overprotective, the one guy who's seen terrible things and doesn't want his sister to suffer as much as he did. Strangely enough, I relate to my version of M Shadows more than Wonyoung, even if, again, I'm an only child; and as much as I wanted to be more of a Wonyoung, I hyperfixate on him more than her, and it totally does not have to do with me having a huge crush on him. Nope. XD

These two characters have been a huge comfort to me since around 2022, and they're probably here to stay for like, a couple more years or a decade like my other hyperfixations. :))